I really don't know who will read my blog, because I am not going to tell my friends or anyone close to me that I have a blog.
Maybe because I am scare of someone else to know how I feel exactly.
It is not like I show a different face in front of people, but sometimes there are things that you hide in your heart and we don't let others come in and see it.
So stranger welcome to my life story.
I am a simple girl that has a lot of dreams.
I love music! I play the guitar and a little the keyboard. I seriously wish I can play better.
I LOVE to sing, but here is my problem.
My voice is too soft and sweet and I HATE IT!
some people love it because is so soft but I don't! I will tell you why:
1. Over the phone people thinks that I am 12 when in reality I am 25! lol.
2. People makes fun of my voice some in a good way some others in a mean way :(.
3. And the most important. WHEN I SING I SOUND LIKE A LITTLE GIRL!! i hate it because i love to sing. I wish i could have a different tone of voice.
Tonight I was trying to figure and ask God why do I have that type of voice when it doesn match up with my dreams with the things that I love the most.
Everytime that i see a girl singing i get sooo jealous. I am very sad.
But you know what, I should be very thankful that I have a voice because some others dont have it. So thank you Lord for my voice!. I know im a little crazy.
Hey tomorrow i am going to check out new guitars I have like 300 dlls so hopefully i will make some more tomorrow at my job and in the afternoon I will go to guitarcenter and try to find one ;) soo happy!!... well thanks for reading!! see u tomorrow because I am soo tired wanna go to bed .. nite nites!
